morning thoughts.

I just want to be next to you.

No, I don't want to be your number one priority all the time. I don't want you to stop what you're doing especially when its important to you just because I am in need of dire attention because of boredom. I don't want you to stop living your life to the fullest just because you know that I am still struggling to live my life the same way. I don't want you to wait for me so that we could reach our respective dreams at the same time because mine are ought to be achieved a little bit late. Do you know why? Its because I don't want to be the person who keeps on hindering you to do and achieve things and stuff that make you really happy. I don't want to be that girl who would throw a tantrum when you can't call me because you're busy doing your works. I don't want to be that girl who wouldn't allow you to grow up and be a man just because I can't still be the woman that I ought to be. I don't want you to wait for me to be on the skyline of achieving my dreams when yours are already within your reach. I don't want to be that girl who stops you from becoming the person you are exactly meant to be.

What do I want? I just want to be there next to you, holding your hand, while seeing you beaming with happiness. I just want to be the girl who's there with you as you go through along the many chapters of your life. The girl you'd always look for in the crowd, point out to your colleagues and say, That';s her. The reason why I keep on striving to achieve my dreams and goals in life. My love, my inspiration, my strength.

CTTO. This really hit me so hard. As time goes by, I saw myself being left behind. I always keep on telling myself... buti pa sila. Like damn! Hayy..

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