Adieu, Maria.

I don't know if it will gonna work. But I guess I left with no choice but to proceed on my plan B. In order to win this game. I wouldn't fight a losing battle. I'd make myself strong enough so nobody couldn't terrorize the shit out of me. Am done being good to wrong ppl over again. I should keep my walls up. And never ever trust anyone again. In few days, I will face the reality. I can do this.

After carefully decisions. I should now step forward and let go those keep on holding me back.

All those plans turned to nothing.

All those mmries shall now put to waste.


As long I am still do here. All I have to do is to endure all the pain along with sadness ang agony. Once the time has come, everything will be settled according to plan. Few days left.. Adieu, Maria.