An open letter to the Guy I stopped waiting

I can't continue holding on to someone who isn't even there, who just comes around when he needs something, or he wants someone to nurse his bruised ego from the games he's lost in life.   So here it is, my love. Here's my big request: Please let me let you go. I have loved you with all of my heart and soul. I would have loved to spend every waking moment with you, stand by you through thick and thin, make all of my dreams happen with you beside me. But if I keep on waiting for the day that you'll come around and know in your heart that you're ready for us, life will pass me by. I know I'm somehow responsible for you because I nodded when you asked me to wait for you, but I have a bigger responsibility to myself. I can fail you, but I can't fail me. And even though I do love you — God, I love you — I love myself more, and I'll never be sorry that I do. 

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Anyhow.. Ganitong ganito yung naramdaman ko at nasabe ko sa sarili ko when the day I let go of him and finally realized that Life is short why dont we just let go and let God on our future. Enjoy and have time to get to know yourself as well.



People come and go. Swerte mo nalang kung may magstay sayo but of course di naman sa pagiging nega or bitter alam naman natin na may possibility na may maiwan o mangiwan pag buhay na ang kalaban mo right?

And I realized also that di mo dapat ibigay ang lahat. In a way na dapat balance lang. Oo andun na tayo na kapag anjan na wala ng magagawa. But know your limits. Know yourself. Hindi kasi nakaka healthy sa relationship kung akala mo kase ganto ka akala mo kase kaya mo na akala mo kase ready ka na. Alalalahanin mo ang walang kamatayng quotes na M A D A M I N G N A M A M A T A Y S A M A L I N  G A K A L A. Magpakatotoo ka. Kasi hindi yung partner mo ang niloloko kundi SARILI MO.

Lastly, know your priorities. Dont keep promises. N E V E R. Kung ayaw mong umasa yung tao para may mapanhawakan or assurance lang. Then alam mo sa sarili mong may possibility na di matupad? Please wag na. Kung ikaw nga ayaw mo nun tas ikaw ganun gagawin mo? Thats unfair. TOTALLY UNFAIR.


Just cherish every moment. Take the risk but know your limits. Chances are rare. Be happy whatever may happen.