It's OK. I'm FINE :)

No call No text since then. It's ok :( :| :) Maybe he is helping me to move on na! well its a good thing even it hurt a little. My mom wonder why he is not visiting here at home and starting to ask me a sarcastic question about us again. I always say that "I don't want him anymore" (I used to lie, I don't want any bad comment about mark) my mom got mad again and I think starting to cry, she like mark so much more than I do. She always said that he is the perfect one. Well I let her to nag at me. Deep inside I am about to cry. Yahh! I told that I recover and almost move on to myself but I think not that so. Hmn, there's a time that I used to think that I want him back but I know its impossible already. There so lot of things that changed. Its hard to trust again after what happened it only depend if he will going to do something good that might change my mind.